i feel like killing myself and i want to explode and srsly i was so much better and i just i cant like im trying hard
shadows-and-walls asked: How do you trying to stop with selfharm?... I really need some advices 'cause I have now been doing selfharm (cutting a lot) in over 5 years and over 10 times trying to commit suicide...
not the usual pain but the pain when someone you love is sad, not you. this hurts
Person: I understand.
My head: Really? Cause I'm pretty sure you've never taken a razor to your wrist, skipped a meal to look pretty, wrote a suicide note, been hospitalized, heard voices that weren't there, or been bullied.
So me and my bf are like fighting every day and i’m just sitting here like dude without you i’m just a little piece of shit so please please i’m begging you dont leave me cause if you do im fucking dying so please just please i need you